Today, I learned something negative, yet it's too undeniable to be trusted in our lives. Best friends are everywhere, but true friends are hard to find indeed...

A lot of changes happened here. Class is being shuffled randomly again to form new group members. There is a new grouping or 'gang' whenever it comes to group work. Old friends are no more clinging to each other. 'They' have their own partners or new groups. There are some close friends of mine, but I can sense that the distance between us is growing further apart everyday.

Still, I admired and saluted so much one of my boyfriends. He was one of my best friend here. However, he was the one who did not portray the personality of hypocrisy. He was a very honest and straightforward guy. He could survive on his own, I believe I could achieve that level too. Only time matters. Why I said "despair of humanity"? Because of the changes...relationship between friends..and that was the main reason why I want to be independent and brave enough to stand alone...

I did not want to talk about the incident on why I got this kind of 'negative' perspective..maybe it's not a bad thing at all....I learn...we learn........

However, I know that I am not alone each time... I know that God is with me, watching over me....