Want to know the reason??? Why I said terrible moments from every single moment now onwards? Because...I CAN'T WATCH MY TV AGAIN!!! Yesterday night, around 12.oo am, I went to switch on the TV...then IT'S BLUR!!! I thought the problem comes up with the wire linkage THERE ( I don't know what THAT thing is called- TV Booster??? I guess so...), as I had experienced this before. Before this, I really succeeded in making the TV worked again...So, I went off to get the screwdriver and scissors, wanna fixed up the thing...I cut the the wire and rejoined it again to THAT thing...At first, the attempt had succeeded!!! But again, it's off!!! Damn it...

I tried for the second time..until the former wire became shorter and shorter...still I couldn't see a miracle on my TV...Until I had to change completely the former wire with a new longer one, the screen was still BLUR!!! Really pissed off that time...sweated a lot...but I didn't get the fruit for my hard work...I GAVE UP!!!

SO, MY LIFE WILL BECOME MORE DREARY FROM NOW ONWARDS!!! Lifeless...I'm jerked of using my laptop repetitively...Hyhhhhh!!!! When will I get the chance to see the TV again??? I really don't know... :(

Finally, I reached my home after staying out for two months...settling my things out there. Reflected again the past two months, it had not been an easy journey before everything is settled down fine and smoothly. For instance, we only got our VISA successfully after the second attempt. Travelling to KL just to made the VISA is not that easy, especially for those who are living far in another state. What about those Sarawakians? Have to dig out more money to buy the flight ticket. Anyway, thanks God for blessing us. We had made it.

Secondly, pre-departure briefing. I had missed out a lot of briefing organised by different parties, like the one from British Council and HILTON. Why? Because I'm not living in KL. Only manage to attend the COMPULSORY briefing organised by the Scholarship Division. Nevertheless, I still got a lot of information due to the briefing and some explanations from my friends.

And NOW, I'm home. Another one month before I start living in other people's country. For now, I'm quite worried on how to handle my luggages. There are a lot of things to bring, but MAS limits us only up to 20kg!!! Hand luggage- 5kg only!!! My goodness...Only my clothing I don't know how many kilos already. What am I suppose to do??? For me, they are all important stuffs!

MAS said that, if our luggages are overweight, we have to pay RM162 per kg! So expensive!!! Why the difference is so big compared to the domestic one? Make me curious...

Another thing...I wonder why not many people wearing masks even though H1N1 is very serious nowadays. I could only saw a few people wearing in the flight. For the others, ain't they afraid???
When I arrived at the airport, the next thing I need to do was catching a bus back to Sarikei. I thought they would have the 6.15pm bus service (I reached the bus station just on time), but they didn't. Maybe because it's just too few people going back to Sarikei at that time. As a result, I had to wait till 7.00pm for the next bus. Anyway, I'm glad that I got a bus to go back home today...:)

Home sweet home...My mum already waiting for me opposite the bus stop to welcome me..hehe..(actually help me to bring my luggages by bicycle...) haha...then we walk and walk...finally reached the gate! Yeah!

If not mistaken, tonight is my last night staying in Johor Bharu before my departure to oversea...going to miss these moments...staying with my sis and little bro together...Really like peninsular here so much. Nevertheless, I miss my home back in Sarawak...especially when I remembered that my mum is going to stay alone after this..Home sweet home; and home is the best place for me...can do everything there...

Tomorrow is my flight back to my home. Going to step my feet in my own house at around 8.oo pm...Time is really flying too fast, particularly for beautiful moments...Another one month, I'm going to find my way to survive in a foreign country. Hopefully I can adapt myself to the surrounding there, and enjoy my study there..For those who are viewing my blog, please pray for me ok? Millions of thanks to all of you...:)

Huh...at last the briefing was over..5 days!!! I want to go back already since the first day, as i didn't like camp that much...except my previous BTN camp...Most of the slots in the camp were a bit boring; some beneficial and some not. I expected to have KEMBARA in the camp, but they only gave us some outdoor games...

Not everything went on smoothly since the first day of our registration in the camp..especially when we submitted our forms. Till the second last day of our camp, we just realized that our forms were not complete!!! Oh my goodness...that kind of feeling was realy torturing me!! Fear all the times!!! I submitted my incomplete documents to one of the facilitator there, but she didn't put in the documents into the envelope for me!!! How scared I was at that time..as I didn't have enough extra photocopies for my documents.

As for my own group, I didn't enroll much in any group works. I didn't know why..feel intimidated when I didn't contribute much for my group..as I was the only chinese in the group...Hyhh...My mood was spoilt since the first day..I really dislike this camp..Keen to go back home...:(

Anyway, I enjoyed the facilities there, particularly my room! It's like a hotel!!! First class bedroom!! The food served there were also tasty, variety of them...Got one thing that i really appreciated...which was - I made two very good friends there!!! Chin Yee and Yee You...I really loved them..

Another thing that made me sad was about my friends..i don't know how to tell it, and i didn't want to tell so..that's all...

Yesterday.was the biggest shopping day for me...from 1.30pm till 6.30pm (for me is very LONG), just wandering inside the shopping mall there shopping for my list of things..and it was also my only day that i used up a big amount of money...especially when i see the receipt for my winter clothings...really a very tiring day...

And after that, had to come back and washed the winter clothings and others as well...(hand-wash)....really a fatigue day for me.. Today, i thought it would be a very sunny day but things seem to come the other way around...Weather is really unpredictable. It was raining in the morning, hopefully afternoon it won't...:(

This morning around 10.30-12.30pm...blackout time...it's hot in the room, so i went out to the mall for window shopping...at least there are air-conditioner inside there..hehe...
I bought some cooking materials back home..decided to make congee plus chicken and salted duck egg...:)

It's rainy day in the afternoon. Having nothing to do and bored, I went to the bathroom and took out the unused clothes and mop..wanna clean up the room...and then had a nice bath and took my lunch... Later on, online time! But I was sick of the same webpages that i opened everyday..checking my mail, friendster, facebook, updated my blog and so on...What's a boring day!!! Hyhhhhh........

Yesterday i couldn't sleep..don't know why...rolling on my bed to left and right, my eyes do not want to sleep yet..I kept thinking about many things..my future especially..going to study at overseas, I'm a bit afraid..

This afternoon, I chatted a lot with my mum...mostly about cooking a nice dish for tomorrow...it helps me to ease my tension and dizziness..plus my hunger...hahaha...every morning when i woke up, i will feel dizzy..always like that..maybe because of my health problems i think..haha
Once i get dizzy, i went back to the bed again..and sleep for several more hours.. :)

Today i went through some blogs..they did write a lot..and i did learn a lot...main intention here is want to boost up my vocabs...haha..hopefully as time passes, I can become a "REAL" blogger..

Hmmm...today's routine is like usual..but this morning, i got to wake up early..8 am..haha..i guess it is not 'early' to some people right? Skipping my breakfast (habits..), i went to the bank for dealing some 'business'...one type of ASM appear again.. As usual, many people waited outside the bank, just to become 'early birds'...(even though the bank haven't open yet)..

At last i got my number..Top ranking (the 6th person)..hahha..with my sister too..
BUT, we have to wait for almost 2 hours just to get it done!!!! (the verification takes a very VERY long time...that's why)..hyhhh...expected to eat our "breakfast"?? NO...It's lunch time already...huh...

It's worth it..compared to last time..people pushing one another, like no manners at all.. :(

4th August 2009 (Tuesday), 12.51pm - My first day to start my own blog...just want to figure out how it works or maybe sharing my views based on my personal experiences..I saw quite a number of my friends starting their own blogs already. So, not out-dated, I want to try too...

Hopefully through this blog, I can release whatever thoughts that I want to convey to all...A fresh new start!!! Aja-aja fighting!! :)